Jennifer (
theunluckygirl) wrote2014-12-15 05:09 pm
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[it's an automated voice recording.]
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Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system. [A hesitant British voice picks up here] Jennifer? is not available. At the tone please record your message. When you have finished recording you may hang up or press 1 for more options.
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this wasn't funny the last time you pulled it remember
[ ...yeah, sorry, jennifer. venus still hasn't figured the problem out. ]
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This is Jennifer.
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oh! i'm so sorry
it did the uhhh. send glitch again, right?
where you got a message i sent or something
also have i not... brought up the devil thing
did i forget that
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[She has angel wings, how can she be a devil?? Granted they're kinda creepy angel wings, but STILL]
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i'm pretty sure angels don't have eyes all over their wings?
i mean, maybe they do. i've never actually seen an angel up close.
but more importantly
i'd be basically the worst angel??
i'm already the worst devil but that sort of means something different
you know?
i'm a girl who likes girls
i'm a girl who hated being a boy
and i'm a girl who gave up on god's perfect plan for me.
there's no room in heaven for someone like me
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[But as for the rest of that... Oh.
There's a lot she could say here but she's not sure where to begin. She's never been particularly overly religious or anything either, had never given too much thought to any of it before, especially after the incident with the orphanage, so she's not really sure what to do here. Should she be reassuring, or just accepting?]
Then the heavens in your world are truly lacking to give up someone like you. [There, nailed it.]
I'm sorry. Perhaps that sounded a bit much? But if His plan was going to make you so unhappy and so unlike yourself or who you wanted to be, than perhaps it wasn't perfect after all in the first place.
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i guess that makes sense.
[ but even if there's a brief flare of... frustration? something like it, at least. she can't really get angry over it. especially not when jennifer is saying things like that. that's music to her ears, really. ]
i don't think it was too much.
nobody's ever really told me something like that before. :)
it really does suck up there, huh.
it kind of makes sense to think about it that way. right?
if god's doing things that hurt so many people, that can't be perfect.
what's so great about hurting people?
it's wrong. it's wrong and it's messed up that we even have to think about living in that world.
but that's just what perfect is.
and there's no room for the devil in perfect.